family
Today I just received the news of my aunty and her kids traveling today while I'm at work to be honest ended up crying realizing that more members of my family are moving and the fact that my family has become smaller and smaller the fact that the stupid war that happened in my country caused all of them to leave from a girl who's used to huge family gatherings every summer from the fairest relative to the closest from having the best family connection to not knowing them who they are anymore it aches my heart plus the fact that I started having a reaction of loosing more family members dying those thoughts keep haunting me every once in a while it scares me a lot my heart can't bare loosing anyone anymore 2 of my most important family members who I love dearly died I can't bare the idea of loosing my mom or my uncle I know that my aunt just traveled and that she's alive but whenever I felt depressed I used to go visit her she used to relief all my mentality she wa...